It's the way you grabbed me,
the way you whispered in my ear,
the names you called me,
before you lost it.
It's the way you tore my shirt,
the way you hit me,
the force you used,
before you went lower.
It's how many people pinned me,
the way you kissed me neck,
the way you thought you did no wrong,
before I screamed with all my might.
It's the way you yelled at me,
the way you told me to shut up,
the way you helped hold me down,
before you reached down my pants.
It's the way I felt pinned beneath you,
the way I wiggled just to be free,
the way I screamed all over again,
before you panicked and ran away.
It's the way I kept your name a secret,
The way that no one knows what happened,
the way I hate you,
before, I thought I loved you.