I am running out of options. If it's not one thing it's something else. When am I ever going to catch a solid break? I'm tired and I am fed up. If it's not constantly feeling miserable in my head, if it's not for work being nonexistent and being unable to even live on my own, it's my laptop starting to crap the flipping bed. I really just need one break in my life. Is that honestly so much to ask for?
I'm admitting it. I am a freelance artist. I am trying to start my own business and be self sufficient. I am broke. I suffer from PTSD and due to that I have trouble being around anyone I do not know. I am scared of being in large groups, I am scared of everything that is not my comfort zone due to PTSD, and it's miserable. The one thing I was trying to do, is failing because my laptop is starting to die on me and I am too broke to upgrade to a new one which I badly need to continue running my business.
So I'm sorry for another one of this pathetic journals, but I have no where else to turn for help.
This is the laptop I am looking at getting if I can raise enough money to buy it ASAPwww.amazon.com/HP-TouchSmart-S…
Any help would be appreciated and when I get on my feet, I am as always going to pay it forward to someone else who needs help.
So if anyone could lend a hand I would appreciate it so much. i have $50 in amazon money right now but that is it.