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Love how I can't upload anything. Thanks deviantART. #errormessage #cantupload #sitebug
Looking to do some manipulations for people who have requests. I'm trying to raise some money to move back in three weeks, so I'm seeking serious inquires only please! I also do retouching at $3 a photo! Please send me a note if you are interested! Also check out my facebook for my examples of my work.

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Offering 35% off to anyone who books over $50 worth of work. Includes basic retouches, complete retouches, and digital art! #work #workflow #digitalart #retouching #photography #photoshop #commissions #art #help #supportfreelanceartists
Hello DeviantART. :wave: My name is Megan as most of you may know this and as most of you may know as well I am a Freelance artist. I do digital work. I do photomanipulations and retouching as my job, not my hobby. I'm also an aspiring alternative model and also a photographer.

As some of you know or may know I posted a poem awhile ago titled "My deviantArt story." which I did put into storage; if you saw that you know some information about me if you did not I am going to probably bore you with my story for a moment. So hang in there with me. Okay? You good? Well...

I am a victim of child abuse. I am a victim of child molestation at the hands of a family member. The abuse was horrific, so bad that I now suffer permanent issues related to the abuse. I suffer severe post traumatic stress disorder, depression, and horrible anxiety relating to public, being in public, certain situations around people due to this abuse. I was on medicine about 3 years ago but could no longer afford them so I stopped taking them. Many of you message me or ask why I am never active like I used to be. I am so very deeply sorry I have distanced myself. I have been slowly slipping back to a depression so bad, some days I fear I may not make it out of the storm. Now this is not a pity post, or a "help me", "baby me", post. It's an I am sorry I abandoned a community who helped me so much through the years; but as of lately I am not okay. I have sank into a bad depression again ever since I moved several hundred miles from my family, ever since a man I called my father (who was my best friend in the entire worlds dad) passing a year ago suddenly and tragically. Everything has just been spiraling down and down and down. I'm scared. I'm scared I'll never be normal. I'm scared I'll never have a normal life. I'm hurt because people my age have jobs, or kids, or loves, and I'm a terrified woman who jumps at her own shadow. Who needs therapy to work through her demons, who needs her family, but is too far and stuck to get home to get the proper help she needs. I'm scared deviantArt. I am human and I am absolutely scared shitless. I have used deviantart for many things. To make friends. For my art. To ask for help when I am down and out. So many amazing people have come to my rescue in the last year. So many people tried effortlessly to make me smile and have succeeded, but it never lasts. I'm miserable in my own life, and part of that is being so far away from what is familiar and the people who had my back. I need that again. I need them in my life. I need proper help again and home is where I know I can have the tools to help me succeed....

So, with this all being said. I need your support. I need your kind words. Your encouragement. I need to be able to see stuff to smile and know that not every person in this world is out to hurt me because I will be honest. I am scared. I've been hurt so much sexually and mentally, that I am a lost puppy. I don't know what to do. I just need more support. More kind words to bring my down days up and keep me dragging my feet. So please, please help me. I am begging you. This is my plea. Help save me...

With your support and kindness I am going to push through this. I am going to make it home. I'm going to go at it like I never have before and I am going to conquer this demon that is destroying my life. There may not be a cure for PTSD. There may never be one, but I will beat this. It may not happen today, tomorrow, this week, this month, next month, this year or even next; but I promise you all I am bigger than this monster lurking in my brain and my body. I will beat it once and for all.

So please send your support via words in the comments, help brighten my day and pay it forwards.


Please help my raise money to get the help I need. If you cannot help by donating, can you please share the fundraiser?
www.giveforward.comwww.giveforward.com/fundraiser…
Sincerely,
Megan Wheeler aka MEGAN-Yrrbby
:blowkiss: :heart:



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Hello DeviantART. :wave: My name is Megan as most of you may know this and as most of you may know as well I am a Freelance artist. I do digital work. I do photomanipulations and retouching as my job, not my hobby. I'm also an aspiring alternative model and also a photographer.

As some of you know or may know I posted a poem awhile ago titled "My deviantArt story." which I did put into storage; if you saw that you know some information about me if you did not I am going to probably bore you with my story for a moment. So hang in there with me. Okay? You good? Well...

I am a victim of child abuse. I am a victim of child molestation at the hands of a family member. The abuse was horrific, so bad that I now suffer permanent issues related to the abuse. I suffer severe post traumatic stress disorder, depression, and horrible anxiety relating to public, being in public, certain situations around people due to this abuse. I was on medicine about 3 years ago but could no longer afford them so I stopped taking them. Many of you message me or ask why I am never active like I used to be. I am so very deeply sorry I have distanced myself. I have been slowly slipping back to a depression so bad, some days I fear I may not make it out of the storm. Now this is not a pity post, or a "help me", "baby me", post. It's an I am sorry I abandoned a community who helped me so much through the years; but as of lately I am not okay. I have sank into a bad depression again ever since I moved several hundred miles from my family, ever since a man I called my father (who was my best friend in the entire worlds dad) passing a year ago suddenly and tragically. Everything has just been spiraling down and down and down. I'm scared. I'm scared I'll never be normal. I'm scared I'll never have a normal life. I'm hurt because people my age have jobs, or kids, or loves, and I'm a terrified woman who jumps at her own shadow. Who needs therapy to work through her demons, who needs her family, but is too far and stuck to get home to get the proper help she needs. I'm scared deviantArt. I am human and I am absolutely scared shitless. I have used deviantart for many things. To make friends. For my art. To ask for help when I am down and out. So many amazing people have come to my rescue in the last year. So many people tried effortlessly to make me smile and have succeeded, but it never lasts. I'm miserable in my own life, and part of that is being so far away from what is familiar and the people who had my back. I need that again. I need them in my life. I need proper help again and home is where I know I can have the tools to help me succeed....

So, with this all being said. I need your support. I need your kind words. Your encouragement. I need to be able to see stuff to smile and know that not every person in this world is out to hurt me because I will be honest. I am scared. I've been hurt so much sexually and mentally, that I am a lost puppy. I don't know what to do. I just need more support. More kind words to bring my down days up and keep me dragging my feet. So please, please help me. I am begging you. This is my plea. Help save me...

With your support and kindness I am going to push through this. I am going to make it home. I'm going to go at it like I never have before and I am going to conquer this demon that is destroying my life. There may not be a cure for PTSD. There may never be one, but I will beat this. It may not happen today, tomorrow, this week, this month, next month, this year or even next; but I promise you all I am bigger than this monster lurking in my brain and my body. I will beat it once and for all.

So please send your support via words in the comments, help brighten my day and pay it forwards.


Please help my raise money to get the help I need. If you cannot help by donating, can you please share the fundraiser?
www.giveforward.comwww.giveforward.com/fundraiser…
Sincerely,
Megan Wheeler aka MEGAN-Yrrbby
:blowkiss: :heart:



  • Mood: Suffering

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Lolita-Artz Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you very much for the watch^^
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glashmonster Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
I love your webcam ♥♥
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MEGAN-Yrrbby Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Aw, thank you.
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IsiLaHamy Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014
thanks for the favorita
if you want visit the gallery :la:
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DeathxFairy Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer

:bulletred: Welcome to :iconthebloodpool:! :bulletred:

 

Please make sure that you read the rules on our main page and feel free to submit your artworks to our gallery.

 

:eye: Enjoy the blood! :eye:
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Lolita-Artz Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav!!! Dark Angel by Lolita-Artz Giggling chica
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ViDesigns Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav Heart :D (Big Grin) 
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AndresSoria Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the llama honey <3
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MEGAN-Yrrbby Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
You are welcome babe! <3
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AndresSoria Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
You are an amazing and gorgeous girl <3Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-02 (Kawaii) [V1] 
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MEGAN-Yrrbby Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much!
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Dygyt-Alice Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I am so sorry for being late in wishing you a Happy Birthday. So have a happy week and weekend.

Please forgive me for being late, but obviously I was looking or I would not have known I missed you. Sorry Megan I hope you had a great day with friends.

I hope you get out this weekend and have some fun as well. Happy Belated birthday. Or as they say in Alice I hope you have "A Very Merry Unbirthday to you".

Dygyt Alice
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AndrewGeorge1991 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy B-day^^
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